DIFFERENT HARI RAYA

Actually I don'tknow how to discribe it..This Hari Raya I'm not feeling happy.I don't know why.Maybe because Ramadan is leaving us...Tokwan is not feeling well..and maybe I feel sad I have to go back to Kelantan to continue my study..Maybe there are something ALLAH want me to realise happines is not just what we need..We will always forget ALLAH went we happy right???Em...praise to ALLAH I think  I have found my way..I realy need any advise  from somebody right now..mom where are you???wait for me....Here I come..Salam...May ALLAH bless us all..Amin