As Human Being

Salam,Alhamdulillah.....I feel more comfortable and calm now.....Last week holiday I just rest my mind,pray for ALLAH forgiveness,rethink what I have done until ALLAH test me with others problem ..There is something that had happen and I was very surprise with it..It has make me do not have appetite to eat,can't sleep well and miss my mum very much...Don't get it wrong...It was not about love but about my concern to my friend....There have done something wrong.....I never expect they could do that....and I was so shock and sad....I don't know to believe who....and I have decide do not to trust both of them....What I would do now is pray for their happiness and may ALLAH S.W.T show the right path to both of them..I know we as human do not have the right to judge other people and it was useless to mad at them if they,their self do not want to repent and improve their self....ALLAH is the most forgiven in this world.......pray for his forgiven......don't forget our mum bless can ensure  our happinessin this world...MAY ALLAH S.W.T BLESS OUR LIFE AND SHOW US THE RIHG PATH..AMIN.......

CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME...

Almost 3 month I'm in Kolej Teknologi Darul Naim,Kelantan.Many happening and sad things has happen.....But my home town is still the best place for me.The place where I have known since  I was small,playing "Toi","Batu Sambut" or  known as "Batu Seremban",and many other kind of game like soccer to..Em,quiet funny when I think about it..But the main things is I really miss my family.With situation my mom nagging at my younger sister and I it really interesting because we love to disturb our mom and make she love....That's all for now....I have work to do....Salam

FEEL GLAD BEING CHOOSEN AS MUSLIM

Praise to ALLAH S.W.T for who I am now.Actually sometimes I feel ashamed of my self.It's not easy to be a daughter to a women who revert Islam.What I mean here is,the person who was not family origin Islam always being a public figure.Everything we do,said people will take attention....I have tried to bring my self well.Sometimes,I feel very sad on what some people talk and said about my mom.They didn't try to correct people like my mom if they miss understood about something in Islam,but what they just love to do is critic and laughing...But Alhamdulillah,praise to Allah my mom can face all that with ni'mah of Islam and the encouragement from people who love Islam very much.Thanks to them...........I wish if more people can be like them.....LOVE ISLAM

Love Forever

Yesterday,my mum had called me.We have talk for a while and then she gave the handphone to Tokwan.I fell so happy as I love and miss Tokwan very much.But the things that make me very sorry to him is,I can't take care of him as he was not very well.If I was at home now I may cook or chat with him as he love to tell story went he was still young,advise me and I love to hear about it even he will always told about the same story.He had a high blood pressure and he was very old as his age has reach 84.Emmm...I have cry as I talk to him.I told him I love him very much and Tokwan says he know about it.Tokwan and I have known each other for almost 17 years and we have no blood connection at all as we just a neighbours.He says he may wait me at home during this raya holiday.I get shock at first but he had calm me down,he says everyone will die one day...Finaly,Tokwan promise me that he will wait for me to go home and celebrate raya with him.After that,I have talk to my mum as Tokwan and I have finish talking.I  have ask my mum to take care Tokwan very well as he stay alone and I can't bear if anything happen to him.My mum have promise she will take good care on Tokwan.I can't wait to go home and meet him......