المصحف الرقمي الفلاشي

المصحف الرقمي الفلاشي

OH ALLAAH....PLEASE SHOW HER THE RIGHT WAY.........ILOVE HER SO MUCH

   On Hari Raya Korban night I have just ask my old friends,Aquam from my facebook about my best friends facebook adress,Nor Hafiza Binti Nordin..But I didn't get it because Aquam can't find her facebook adress..I don't know why my heart really wanted to contact her back at that time...We have lost contact about a year.Then,I ask Aquam fiza handphone number..Firstly,he didn't want to give me fiza handphone number as he want me to exchange fiza handphone number with my new handphone number....But,I didn't give him my handphone number and for return I don't get fiza handphone number..I was so sad at that time....On the spot,I log out from my facebook.The second Hari Raya Korban night...I on line my facebook again...Alhamdulillah...ALLAH has open Aquam heart to give me fiza handphone number without a condition..I was really happy.I ask him why he just give me fiza handphone number just like that..He said that I deserve to know fiza handphone number as I am his and fiza best friends..Alhamdulillah...praise to ALLAH S.W.T............I have message Fiza...But sadly it was wrong fiza...The person name is Hafizah..not Nor Hafiza...I appologise to her as I was wrong..But it's ok..What has make me more happy is Aquam has found Fiza facebook adress and he gave it to me...Without wasting my time I send a message to her facebook...I was smilling at that time because I know that is her facebook...I will wait her to reply my message.The third Hari Raya Korban night I online facebook......SHE REPLY MY MESSAGE!!!!!...I was so happy....Then I chatting with her...she asking me whether I'm ok or not..I said that I'm not very well...she was angry with me as I don't want to go to the hospital..Then...I said to her" I'm ok....don't worry..."My turn to ask her about her...I ask her about her life now..What really make me shock is she just told me that nothing great happen in my life.....I at college now my self..."JUST............ I JUST TAKE A DRUG".........Her statement............her statement.......make me shut up and "istigfar" to ALLAH for a while......without I notice my tears was burst....I love her so much....Oh ALLAH.....what such a big test to me....But,I tell my self...it's so ok...maybe she was lying to me...ask she love to make joke with me....I take my strength and start chatting back with her..I ask her for how long she has take it...she said....almost 2 weeks and she said she can't leave it...my tears get louder...I ask her don't she love her mother and grandfather...i said I love her so much..She said.."YES.......I LOVE THEM VERY MUCH...BUT I CAN'T STOP TAKING IT!!!!".....Then,I ask her...what type of drug she take...and she said....BABY ICE!!!!!......I try to advise her to stop takinG it....She said....."PLEASE RELAX.....I KNOW WHAT I'M DOING....I'M NOT ADDICTED TO IT"......I STARTED GET ANGRY....BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT SHE TOLD ME WAS A LIE.......FOR THE LAST TIME I ASK HER WHY SHE SAID LIKE THAT,THAT SHE SAID SHE WAS NOT ADDICTED TO IT.......HER ANSWERS........HER STATEMENT.......WHAT SHE SAID........I ANSWER LIKE THAT BECAUSE "KITE SAJE SUKE-SUKE"..........I FAINT AFTER READ HER ANSWER.....THEN,WHEN I'M AWAKE...I CRY....AND CRY.......I FEEL I'M USELESS AS HER BEST FRIENDS...CAN'T STOP HER FROM BEING DRUG VICTIM.....SHE ON THE SPOT LOG OUT FROM FACEBOOK........WHAT SHOULD I DO.......WHAT SHOULD I DO......OH ALLAH...PLEASE SHOW HER THE RIGHT WAY.......I LOVE HER SO MUCH....

WE CAN'T STOP TO CHANGE AND BE A BETTER PERSON!!!!!

Assalamualaikum,I'm so please that ALLAH S.W.T still love me and show me the way to recorrect my mistake..Forgive me god...Forgive me when I'm whine....Forgive me when I'm whine....We have to always change to be better person as we know our iman do not at the top every time.Without we realise our mind and expecially our eye make a lot of mistake....Forgive me ALLAH when the moment I don't remember you...When the moment I left you behind...Forgive me....Forgive me....We always said don't do this,don't do that...Do realy we do what we said...This is why people can't listen or follow what we said and advise....I do make mistake....Let us together make an improvement together and don't just want to judge others...May ALLAH S.W.T bless us all with ni'mah of Iman  and ISLAM...Amin...

Just as remember to all as a muslim........Human can't never run away from doing mistake..

In Critical Condition of 13 Weeks in Kolej Teknologi Darulnaim (KTD) -Part Two

      When I first arrived in Kelantan,my parents sent me here by bus.My parents accompanied me for the registration session until that night.Theyhave to go back home to Kedah as soon as posibble to look after my two sweet younger sisters as they are worried about them.I'm so sad as my younger sisters can't accompany me to Kelantan for some reason.But it is okay because I have their spirit in me.I missed them so much as they always make jokes and we always disturd and jokewith each other everyday.Everytime I go back to Kedah I will not forget to buy something for my parents and to both my younger sisters.
     I'm the second intake for semester one KTD intake this year and at that time I'm the only one female student for semester one engineering course.Al-Masir programme is exciting for me as I can learn,know many things about KTD and the most important I get know ISLAM better than before on how to practise ISLAM in life.The most exciting programme in Al-Masir are the English presentation.Actually I was panic during the English presentation as I'm new at that time and the final date is just about a week to go.Alhamdulillah,all of it went through smoothly..
      At that time I'm staying at college campus.Only eight second intake female student live there that time.It's a little bit scared as just eight of us and four warden live there at that time.We like a big family...going and doing anything together..Miss that moment..But now everything is vanish as something had happen between us..No matter what.. I love them all so much..May ALLAH S.W.T open their heart for good things

In Critical Condition of 13 Weeks in Kolej Teknologi Darulnaim (KTD) -Part One

        After facing many challenged , here I am.In critical condition of 13 weeks in KTD. Not long from now,I will be facing my first final exam...There are a lot of things that happen to me from the beginning until this moment. Before I came here,I can't imagine how I cansurvive here all by my own,far away from my family and my state.But first of all my eagerness to came here can't be stopped.
        First of all before I came to Kelantan and KTD..I'm working as factory workers after two days finishing my SPM exam..I'm working at SONY factory making cover for radios..I want to help my family and earn some money to further my studies..Along that time I'm always thinking what is my SPM result.Is it good or not..and I want to furthert my studies.That time I'm so nervous and curious to know my result.But at that time to something make me feel sad..I'm thinking whether should I further my studies or keep on working to help my  family.I'm pity my mother...She always work hard for our family to ensure that we can get the best.My abah always change his work...Em....I do not know what to do....Then my papa do not always contact me..If he feel want to contact me,then will he contact me.My sisters....they with their dream and ambition...But....no matter how they are  I love them so much..
         The day SPM result has came...Everyone is so curious to know my result except my friends at SONY factory.In my work line at SONY they are all seniors that is woman 30 years and above..I'm the youngers one...Hehe...Everyone loves me..and they even told me If I don't have money to further my study just told them and they will collect money in my line and sent the money in my account...It was so touching....miss them all...I get 4A's,2B's,and 3C's..Alhamdulillah.
        Everyone congrate me..and wish me to get a good opportunity to further my studies with that result..But sadly...I just get offer to further my studies in form 6..My mom don't want me to further my study in form 6...My application for UPU,"Maktad  Perguruan",matrik's,SPA and for all second intake to further my studies is failed.I'm so sad...When people ask me my result and they think that I will get UITM offers and another good offers.But it's not like that..I know because I'm not "bumiputera" with that result my chances to further my studies very small.Alhamdulillah,I have face it wisely..Then my mom friends offer me to further my studies at KTD and I except it..The course that I'm learn now is being choose for me by my mom friends...I except her opinion with open heart..Alhamdulillah...here I am..